I've now read your post three or four times and each time feel as if I've been dropped into the space after one of Emily Dickinson's dashes. Were you and she sent on the same errand? When I read, "the writing of a poem is also the act of taking a stand against the sadness," I thought of these lines from Susan Howe's new book Souls of the Labadie Tract : "Words give clothing to hide our nakedness."

Thank you for the view from your perch.

Emily

Here's a slightly longer excerpt from which Susan Howe's line comes:

Errand

“During his ministry in Northampton, Jonathan Edwards traveled alone on horseback from parish to parish. Boston was a three-day ride east. It was easier to get to Hartford and New Haven. At Greenfield, the Mohawk Trail began its climb westward toward eastern New York (then frontier territory). As an idea occurred to him, he pinned a small piece of paper on his clothing, fixing in his mind an association between the location of the paper and the particular insight. On his return home, he unpinned each slip and wrote down its associated thought according to location. ‘Extricate all questions from the least confusion by words or ambiguity of words so that the Ideas shall be left naked’ he once wrote. Poetry is love for the felt fact stated in sharpest, most agile and detailed lyric terms. Words give clothing to hide our nakedness. I love to imagine this gaunt and solitary traveler covered in scraps riding through the woods and field of Massachusetts and Connecticut.� – Susan Howe from Souls of the Labadie Tract

Till whatsoever star that guides my moving
Points on me graciously with fair aspect
And puts apparel on my tatter'd loving,
To show me worthy of thy sweet respect

(sonnet 26)

I've also read your post three times, in-between searching for the name of the pair of birds with deep brilliant yellow color all over (or was it orange?). I can't find them. I can't remember exactly what color they were, but I do remember it was a brilliant flash of very deep bright color.

I've been watching birds out my window for 14 years now, housebound. The birds I've seen! Here in a national forest, next to a lake. I think about Emily D. all the time. "The brow is that of Deity - the eyes, those of the lost, but the power lies in the throat - pleading, sovereign, savage - the panther and the dove!" (Emily Dickinson)

"If history is a record of survivors, Poetry shelters other voices." (Susan Howe, Incloser)

I haven't looked at Howe in a while, but these excerpts make me eager to get back.

Poets clamor to claim that distinct scrap of history--but often we latch onto fads (I think of Henry Darger). Yet Howe finds the scrap, the prize, that no one else finds.