Blade, Unplugged

It’s true: I almost never
smile, but that doesn’t mean
 
I’m not    in love: my heart
is that black violin
played slowly. You know that
 
moment late in the solo
when the voice
is so pure    you feel
the blood in it: the wound
 
between rage
and complete surrender. That’s
where I’m smiling. You just
can’t see it—the sound
 
bleeding perfectly
inside me. The first time
I killed a vampire    I was
 
sad: I mean
we were almost
family.
 
But that’s
so many lives
ago. I believe
 
in the cry that cuts
into the melody, the strings
calling back the forgotten world.
 
When I think of the madness
that has made me    and the midnight
I walk inside—all day long:
 
when I think of that
one note    that breaks
what’s left of what’s
human in me, man,
 
I love    everything

Copyright Credit: Tim Seibles, "Blade, Unplugged" from Fast Animal.  Copyright © 2012 by Tim Seibles.  Reprinted by permission of Etruscan Press.