I Make Promises Before I Dream

No unclaimed, cremated mothers this year
 
Nor collateral white skin
 
No mothers folding clothes to a corporate park preamble
No sons singing under the bright lights of a lumber yard
 
Quantum reaganomics and the tap steps of turning on a friend
 
New York trophy parts among
            the limbs of decent people
 
                       Being an enraged artist is like
                       entering a room and not knowing what to get high off of
 
                                                      My formative symbols/My upbringing flying to an agent’s ears
                                                                                                          I might as well be an activist
 
                                                                                                 Called my girlfriend and described
                                                                All the bottles segregationists had thrown at me that day
 
                                                                   Described recent blues sites and soothing prosecutions
                                                                                                                     I feared for my poetry
 
You have to make art every once in a while
            While in the company of sell-outs
            Accountant books in deified bulk
            Or while waiting for a girl under a modern chandelier
                                               
                                                           Or in your last lobby as a wanderer
 
                                                                                                  The prison foot-races the museum
 
                                                                                                                        My instrument ends
 
                        I mean, what is a calendar to the slave?
                                               Also, what is a crystal prism?
 
                                                                                                                    “He bought this bullet,
                                                                                                                                                             bought its flight,
                                                                                                                                                       then bought two more”
 
 

Copyright Credit: Tongo Eisen-Martin, “I Make Promises Before I Dream.” Copyright © 2018 by Tongo Eisen-Martin. Used by permission of the author for PoetryNow.
Source: PoetryNow (2018)