Happiness

The storm was headed in our direction—

big loom of gray like the absolute West

leaned over us. Reports of damage

in the neighboring counties—a silo unfurled

and took wing, a house trailer

twisted loose. On the Doppler screen

the storm looked alive, yellow and green

at the fringes, with a fierce red heart

trending to violet. Sirens swept over

to scare it away, like songbirds

grow strident, circle and bluff

at the sight of an owl.

When the rain came in sheets,

I regretted my sins. When lightning

cracked the red pine's half-rotted heart,

I wished the world more joy

in general. When the worst was over

and the grass lay flat, but alive,

and the sky was a waning bruise,

I thought of that silo, how it wasn't mine,

and all that grain cast back into the world's

wind, maybe some of it still flying.

Copyright Credit: Poem copyright ©2017 by Max Garland, "Happiness," from The Word We Used For It, (University of Wisconsin Press, 2017). Poem reprinted by permission of Max Garland and the publisher.