salvage

I have learned to need the body
I spent years trying to rid the world of

have learned to cherish its pale rebel hymn
warped by ghost heat, carried, carried

by all my loyal dead. I have learned
to crawl backward into the wilderness

to ask, to eat, to steep in your gentleness. 
Let this be where I permit forgiveness

to know your name, to leave our cruelest years
where & how we need them most—

                                                       behind & unlit. 

Copyright Credit: Rachel McKibbens, "salvage" from blud.  Copyright © 2017 by Rachel McKibbens.  Reprinted by permission of Copper Canyon Press, www.coppercanyonpress.org.
Source: blud (2017)