Lines from a Journal II

a cento using lines from Virginia Woolf's diaries

Truth is, one can't write about the soul. Looked at, it vanishes.
Why have I so little control?
One wants to finish sentences.
To go adventuring on the streams of other people's lives.

Why have I so little control?
This is the normal feeling, I think.
To go adventuring on the streams of other people's lives.
I take a census of happy people, and unhappy.

This is the normal feeling, I think.
Happiness is a little string onto which things will attach.
I take a census of happy people, and unhappy.
How Vita's inkpot flowered on her table.

Happiness is a little string onto which things will attach.
How can I express the darkness?
How Vita's inkpot flowered on her table?
Shall I remember any of this?

How can I express the darkness?
At this moment, all we wish is to escape seeing.
Shall I remember any of this?
I am repeating things.

At this moment, all we wish is to escape seeing.
The world swinging round again, bringing its greens and blues.
I am repeating things.
My pen protests. This writing is nonsense, it says.

The world swinging round again, bringing its greens and blues.
Time flaps on the mast—my own phrase.
My pen protests. This writing is nonsense, it says.
But what little I can get down with my pen.

Time flaps on the mast—my own phrase.
Winter has set in. Draw the curtains, light the fire, and so to work.
But what little I can get down with my pen.
I am giving up the hope of being well dressed.

Winter has set in. Draw the curtains, light the fire, and so to work.
Truth is, one can't write about the soul. Looked at, it vanishes.
I am giving up the hope of being well dressed.
One wants to finish sentences.

Copyright Credit: Angela Narciso Torres, "Lines from a Journal II" from What Happens Is Neither. Copyright © 2021 by Angela Narciso Torres.  Reprinted by permission of Four Way Books, www.fourwaybooks.com.
Source: What Happens Is Neither (Four Way Books, 2021)