Internet Support Group

By Chelsea B. DesAutels
In the shade of a maple tree, on a grassy hill,
            three women laid hands on me.
One saw a cave in my hips. Another felt bricks
            rising from a brook. The last heard a bellow
from deep within the woods. We were strangers
            come together to spend an afternoon
drinking tea & sharing stories of cellular bad luck,
            then suddenly makeshift healers
summoning our mothers' lessons on touch—
            on heat & symmetry, tenderness & release.
From above, we might have looked like sundials
            or spokes on a round knitting loom.
We wanted so badly to believe
            in our ministry we ignored the obvious.
That milk thistle grows here because of stolen land.
            The auspicious arrival of geese is the result of
migratory patterns. Even the static inside our cells
            likely explainable by simple division.
It's embarrassing, sometimes, how far I'll go
            searching for unprecipitated magic,
much I'll trust that pine air cures cancer
            or the hawk overhead is only keeping watch.

Copyright Credit: Chelsea B. DesAutels, "Internet Support Group" from A Dangerous Place.  Copyright © 2021 by Chelsea B. DesAutels.  Reprinted by permission of Sarabande Books, Inc..
Source: A Dangerous Place (Sarabande Books, Inc., 2021)