Restless
By Li-Young Lee
I can hear in your voice
you were born in one country
and will die in another,
and where you live is where you'll be buried,
and when you dream it's where you were born,
and the moon never hangs in both skies
on the same night,
and that's why you think the moon has a sister,
that's why your day is hostage to your nights,
and that's why you can't sleep except by forgetting,
you can't love except by remembering.
And that's why you're divided: yes and no.
I want to die. I want to live.
Never go away. Leave me alone.
I can hear by what you say
your first words must have been mother and father.
Even before your own name, mother.
Long before amen, father.
Copyright Credit: Li-Young Lee, "Restless" from Book of My Nights. Copyright © 2001 by Li-Young Lee. Reprinted by permission of BOA Editions, Ltd., www.boaeditions.org.
Source: Book of My Nights (BOA Editions, Ltd., 2001)