So Much Memory

Now he answers to everything that reminds him of her, 
a crib rocking, a circle of faces 
crowing at him. He can neither leave his eyes open 
nor shut them. Splits the night 
walking between two cornfields, striding 
like he’s going for the thing he’ll never find. 
See how he runs his hands over his body, 
how his skin peels. After a night of crying, 
he can feel her limbs in his palms, 
versified, nothing made of flesh; 
nothing made of bone. He opens his mind 
and lets the leaves be his skin 
and lets a song fall inside another song: 
it mimics his daughter’s voice.

Copyright Credit: Poem copyright ©2021 by Saddiq Dzukogi, “So Much Memory” from Your Crib, My Qibla (University of Nebraska Press, 2021.)