Excerpt from “Track”
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Listen to the children
who know their way about the forest
and return with stories
which the thief steals
exchanging them
for a kind of music.
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Listen to the music
which knows its way about the forest
and returns with stories
which the thief steals
obsessively
thinking they're allegories.
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Independent as any wife
or thief before his arrest
the stories in the forest
at home in the forest
wait there patiently
to be exchanged for music.
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In some versions
there is a home among the trees
and in some versions
they live apart
so there are only the letters
In some versions they never meet at all.
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In some versions
there are many versions
and in some versions only one
around which the commentators
weave endless versions
as if to explain.
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In these explanations
no single
cause or image
Eden calling
endless promise
endless disaster.
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Endless promise of disaster
endless disaster of promise
Eden gives way to forest
forest gives way to Eden
In some versions
there is only one version.
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The collage is the only version
the only version of the forest
in which there is no repetition
but an endless expanse of commentary
Listen carefully
as something disappears.
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Among the paper trees
a figure glides and stops
Shimmers in a light
that is a sort of music
Turns toward
or away from home.
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Drunk tonight
in the House of Being
Laughter tonight
in the House of Language
So many
turned away at the door.
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So many
you would think it a story
an allegory
awaiting commentary
a history
in all its futility.
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Sew them together
and put them in a drawer
Tell someone
to burn them
Memorize them
and disappear.
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“All of these indicate that one's self, one's style, one's persona exists as such, in its infinitely complex and particular being; that it is not a question of this system or that, but of a total organization which must be described as a self. Style, in short, is the deepest thing in one's being.”
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So that now
all is broken
and has been made whole
So that now
all is whole
and cannot be broken.
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Music
Allegory
Trees
Crown
Wolf
Letters
Bride
Eden
Children
I've been here before.