Max

With thanks to Maurice Sendak

Death no wild thing
and you a boy,
Max.

One night in your room
(or body)
a forest grew

and the walls
(or cells) became
transparent

because brightness
invites
transparency, I guess.

Then a little boat
to hospital smells.
Doctors called

the forest cancer,
not obscuring leaves.
And you a boy.

You say:
“Why can’t people use the word
courage

instead of something
vulgar and idiomatic
about manhood?”

Courage, I say,
is you,
Max.

In your wild suit
your small boat
and terrible forest

a man overnight––
no boy
could ever scale those walls.

You come home
and dinner is waiting, 
still waiting, I hope, still warm.

*  

And today my small boy
learned to swim.
He said: “The water held me, Mama.
It held me.”

Copyright Credit: Sarah Ruhl, "Max" from 44 Poems for You. Copyright © 2020 by Sarah Ruhl. Reprinted by permission of Copper Canyon Press, www.coppercanyonpress.org.
Source: 2020