The Freaks at Spurgin Road Field

The dim boy claps because the others clap.
The polite word, handicapped, is muttered in the stands.   
Isn’t it wrong, the way the mind moves back.

One whole day I sit, contrite, dirt, L.A.
Union Station, ’46, sweating through last night.   
The dim boy claps because the others clap.

Score, 5 to 3. Pitcher fading badly in the heat.   
Isn’t it wrong to be or not be spastic?   
Isn’t it wrong, the way the mind moves back.

I’m laughing at a neighbor girl beaten to scream   
by a savage father and I’m ashamed to look.   
The dim boy claps because the others clap.

The score is always close, the rally always short.   
I’ve left more wreckage than a quake.   
Isn’t it wrong, the way the mind moves back.

The afflicted never cheer in unison.
Isn’t it wrong, the way the mind moves back
to stammering pastures where the picnic should have worked.   
The dim boy claps because the others clap.

Copyright Credit: Richard Hugo, “The Freaks at Spurgin Road Field” from Making Certain It Goes On: The Collected Poems of Richard Hugo. Copyright © 1984 by Richard Hugo. Reprinted with the permission of W.W. Norton & Company, Inc. This selection may not be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means without the prior written permission of the publisher.
Source: Making Certain It Goes On: The Collected Poems of Richard Hugo (W. W. Norton and Company, Inc., 1984)