Addiction

By A. F. Moritz

I wish we could control this revolting

want of control: these people

with their spongy eyes, their mouths

of trembling shoehorns, billhooks for penises

and bear traps for vulvas.

One taste of sunlight and at once

they can’t do without it. Water,

the same, and food, and air,

and a dozen other squalid habits.

Some—like their copulation,

a rusting carnation in a cut-glass neck—

are not physically compulsive but

the partners can’t stop wanting them to be:

so we desire to be raped

by love, who would fill us, they say,

with an oil from the lit braziers of stars.

What if, doing it every day,

we resemble pistons, and the slow poison

cuts our lives off at 70:

it’s the grim determination

of our passion. And beyond this, even I—

defended in childhood by my strong father

the piano and my mother the virtuoso

from knuckles among warehouses—even I

am addicted to the mild light of words.

Copyright Credit: Albert Frank Moritz, “Addiction” from Early Poems. Copyright © 2002 by Albert Frank Moritz. Reprinted with the permission of Insomniac Press.

Source: Early Poems (Insomniac Press, 2002)