Confidential

Shooting pleasures   
Ok’d by
My being seen
For
Or as
If.

                   *

Not just light
at the end of the tunnel,

but hearts, bows, rainbows—

all the stickers
teachers award if pleased.

                   *

Pigeons bathe in technicolor   
fluid “of a morning.”

                   *

If I was banging
my head with a shoe,
I was just exaggerating—

like raising my voice   
or the ante.

Curlicues
on iron gratings:

Can it be
a flourish is a grimace,
but a grimace isn’t a flourish?

                   *

On the inscribed surface
of sleep.

Almost constant   
bird soundings.

“Aloha, Fruity Pebbles!”

Music, useful
for abstracting emphasis.

Sweet nothing   
to do with me.

Copyright Credit: Rae Armantrout, “Confidential” from Veil: New and Selected Poems. Copyright © 2001 by Rae Armantrout. Reprinted with the permission of Wesleyan University Press.
Source: Veil: New and Selected Poems (Wesleyan University Press, 2001)