Robinson at Home

Curtains drawn back, the door ajar.
All winter long, it seemed, a darkening
Began. But now the moonlight and the odors of the street   
Conspire and combine toward one community.

These are the rooms of Robinson.
Bleached, wan, and colorless this light, as though   
All the blurred daybreaks of the spring
Found an asylum here, perhaps for Robinson alone,

Who sleeps. Were there more music sifted through the floors   
And moonlight of a different kind,
He might awake to hear the news at ten,
Which will be shocking, moderately.

This sleep is from exhaustion, but his old desire   
To die like this has known a lessening.
Now there is only this coldness that he has to wear.   
But not in sleep.—Observant scholar, traveller,

Or uncouth bearded figure squatting in a cave,   
A keen-eyed sniper on the barricades,
A heretic in catacombs, a famed roué,
A beggar on the streets, the confidant of Popes—

All these are Robinson in sleep, who mumbles as he turns,   
“There is something in this madhouse that I symbolize—
This city—nightmare—black—”            
                                                   He wakes in sweat   
To the terrible moonlight and what might be
Silence. It drones like wires far beyond the roofs,   
And the long curtains blow into the room.

Copyright Credit: Weldon Kees, "Robinson at Home" from The Collected Poems of Weldon Kees edited by Donald Justice by permission of the University of Nebraska Press. Copyright 1962, 1975, by the University of Nebraska Press. © renewed 2003 by the University of Nebraska Press.
Source: The Collected Poems of Weldon Kees (2003)