Acts of Vexation

The only thing under the sun
I can run to
is Ecclesiastes

for there is nothing gathered into one self
that can be kept

Want is humbled by death
as every purpose manifests it

Feeling this all my life
a piercing fright
gathers in the stomach's pit

This is it and this is not the end
of the road

for even despair is a kind of goad
to wisdom

The beauty of the world
over one's own anguish

The day that I lost all feeling

I was both a Fool and a Goddess

Copyright Credit: Pam Rehm, "Acts of Vexation" from Small Works. Copyright © 2005 by Pam Rehm. Reprinted with the permission of Flood Editions.
Source: Small Works (Flood Editions, 2005)