Arrow Breaking Apart

While lovers sleep, I dig my nails into the earth,
 
holding up traffic. Just now a cloud has pulled up
while I was talking to the Emptiness
 
of the Universe and my voice plugged into the waves
 
at the bottom of the ocean.
My heart is taped up like a child’s drawing
 
of the moon over the broken window of the sky
 
where the wind always comes back to fill my lungs.
I will dance on my shadow. I will open my mouth
 
with the air inside my mother’s coffin.
 
I will be the arrow breaking apart in the body
of the blackbird, which appears at my window, singing.

Copyright Credit: Jason Shinder, “Arrow Breaking Apart” from Stupid Hope. Copyright © 2009 by Jason Shinder. Reprinted by permission of Graywolf Press, www.graywolfpress.org
Source: Stupid Hope (Graywolf Press, 2009)