Beautiful Habit

(for Ed and Jenny) 

greetings
as the door opened
ticking
 
please listen to this
food alone for all
the f.b.i. will continue
 
maybe you dozed off
i hung by that phone all night
suppose he talks
 
*
 
vida
 
later
 
aria
 
*
 
once upon a time
not looking for any thing
 
*
 
you’re on
your own
it’s off
it’s on
 
*
 
perhaps it means
ragged like that
golda my-yeer
         pre-meer
 
*
 
and pour the old box
down a drain
 
*
 
too  much news
said the news
 
*
 
r e  o l e
 
*
 
it’s us
or rust
listener
 
*
 
deep
 
personal
 
regret
 
looking
 
up
 
monday
 
*
 
we can save
your head or your body
we can shave
 
*
 
even
his admission
is
a subtle lie
 
*
 
in suspense
what is cut into
the smallest of the
 
*
 
grinding
 
to fill
 
a prescription
 
*
 
drum to the wobble and a roll on the sea
come to mind an article of light
distance through distance unfinished
 
*
 
piano
 
*
 
willing to believe
 
*
 
national
 
anthem
 
hearer
 
*
 
perfect rhyme to some
 
all cars
 
kept in doors
 
*
 
sophisticated
newsmen
show how
it could have been
 
*
retreat
from the swiss
legation
 
*
 
numbers
for an event
 
*
 
corruption
why not?
 
*
 
infinite
 
detail
 
is no more real
 
*
 
thought
 
             against
 
                          power
 
*
 
answer
 
 
it
 
*
 
hooked
to just another
piece of tape
hooked
to just one more
little piece of tape
 
*
 
through words in to
no
record
 
 
*
 
writer
 
righter
 
riter
 
*
 
am:
 
i
 
on replay?
 
*
 
all you
do is
expand
the system
 
*
 
a polaroid
of la
with the wrong
voice print
 
*
 
astronaut
amazed
at what
was expected

Copyright Credit: Tom Raworth, "Beautiful Habit" from Collected Poems. Copyright © 2003 by Tom Raworth.  Reprinted by permission of Carcanet Press, Ltd.
Source: Collected Poems (Carcanet Press Ltd, 2003)