Art
By Sydney Lea
—for Fleda
It seems so different art that moves me now
From the sort of art I longed for long ago
Soaring Vatic Agon
I waited yesterday on the unsure shoulder
Of a drenched back road From my car I could behold
Our highway agent Gordon
Fill a rut with a spade climb up on his grader
And smooth things smooth as the top of a kitchen table
There were frost heaves by the score
And culverts clotted shut by April floods
So it was brilliant what Gordon did with mud
On Wallace Hill Pure mire
Out there The road goes narrow as a needle
On which you might wonder could dance how many angels
I don't care I didn't
No earthly need to summon spirits daemons
No sign of them at all Nor would I dream one
I might have once but wouldn't
Nor gyre nor golem Nor great Leviathan
Nor djinn Nor fiend Nor signifying wind
Nor Elementargeist
That lingering in that lane might make me conjure
I had to get somewhere and fetch my daughter
To bring her home Sweet Christ
She might be standing in that mix of sleet
And ugly rain which called for Gordon's art
I'm trying to be a grownup
Better late than never I suppose
Or am I only jaded I don't know
It was as though I'd shown up
Just to see him wield his spade and blade out there
It kept me from surmising some furor
divinis Why should I bother
Now that I moved on thanks be to Gordon
Who signaled with his thumb for me to pass him
He pulled the grader over
Yes give me something useful here I said
Impromptu In my car it sounded odd
To say it now sounds different
I hope that Gordon watched me yesterday
As I signaled back I'd never have made my way
Without a skillful agent
I hope he saw me wave
Copyright Credit: Sydney Lea, "Art" from I Was Thinking of Beauty. Copyright © 2013 by Sydney Lea. Reprinted by permission of Four Way Books.
Source: I Was Thinking of Beauty (Four Way Books, 2013)