Memorial

for J

In my life so much happens
that I would like to write about,
but then something else happens
& things are always happening.
You, my friend, are underground
& will always be there. I did not
help you, but you always helped me.
When I was an atheist, I believed
in people. Now as a nihilist, my grief
has no hope. And I could say
there is no reason to keep going,
but then I think of, I think of you.

Copyright Credit: Gina Myers, "Memorial" from Hold It Down. Copyright © 2013 by Gina Myers.  Reprinted by permission of Gina Myers.
Source: Hold it Down (Coconut Books, 2013)