Lullabies of Elsewhere
She was always elsewhere.
That’s what Mom wants
carved on her stone.
When did she first realize
there was an Elsewhere,
and that she was in it?
What baby songs did she
sing from wherever she was
down to me in my crib?
The lullabies of Elsewhere.
On birthdays
she filled little flowerpots
with chocolate ice cream
and a real zinnia,
chocolate jimmies for dirt.
I tasted the cold chocolate,
I opened the gifts.
If they were real, I was real.
I was in the Elsewhere too.
Source: Poetry (October 2017)