Jean Rhys
By Sandra Lim
It’s now within
an hour of sundown of a late
November afternoon.
It was a beautiful day,
the cold burned
down any indignation.
What won’t degrade:
the sick and distant, or near and black,
bad-natured tides of want.
Jean Rhys is saying
If I could jump out of the window
one bang and I’d be out of it.
It isn’t done
to admit to this kind
of need,
but spirit needs a house,
and the brief pageant of being
escorted through
the grieving joy of words
set down right. The cold bores her,
oppresses her. Life
comes to bore her. She can strip
a thing down. I want
beauty, she adds. Hear me?
I hear you, Jean. Yours is a voice
disabused; and inside the cold of it,
there’s a sort of festival.
Source: Poetry (January 2020)