From “The Tempest”
My father decided I would be born at sea,
Thirsty & surrounded by the risk of drowning
My father was a great sailor, a seaman, navigated
Only the darkest waters—the sweetest squalls
Which is to say he was a drunk, like his father
Before him, & now I had to learn the rhythm of the waves
How a full moon makes water bulge, makes high & low tide
I had to learn to follow stars home, to strange ports
My father decided I would be born at sea
So he left me in a dugout—the shoreline nowhere in sight
Thank God for the saints—those monoliths on land
Light towers on the sea & eagles in the sky
Which is to say thank God for Mamás, Tías & Abuelas
Where would the wandering sailor babies float to without them
Blessèd be these lights who did their own time on the sea
Who enjoyed a storm or two before the warm hearth of a slick boatsman
Who pay their penance as watchers of the sailor’s bastards
Who drink tears & listen to boleros on Friday & Saturday nights
& yell and scream at us as if we were those lost sailors
& apologize & console us as if we were those lost sailors
Source: Poetry (March 2020)