Afterwards
By T.J. Clark
The sea in the wind in the half-light, clearing its throat of pebbles,
Cloud shadows coming down the mountain with the steady speed
Of a paddle wheel. Light on the foothills already gone,
So that you need not look at the seminary on top
Of the tallest—fat, square, and gray as a helping of lard.
The roar from the beach stops suddenly, as if waves lost their nerve.
One dead branch of olive higher than Tsiknias from where I sit,
Its fingers pressed against the aquarium of the sky.
Then the sudden humanity of a bell
Struck twice, twice more, the rope
Rattling in its socket.
Earlier on I had colored the mountainside, crudely but fairly,
Getting at least the fall of the scree right
And the rasp of sun across schist—well, almost.
I look down at the painting now and try to decide
If the scene looks ready for the bell to sound.
No scene ever is.
Danger and chance are written on the face of things,
Grass fires, fog, fault lines, winds from the north,
Clumps of arthritic pines protesting,
Havoc among the flowering onions,
Ghosts, and the world descending
To waterlessness and unwelcome summer—
But not recurrence, not Nature, not the order of service.
A snarling of pebbles up from the beach again, as if the waves
Have decided they might still win. Then the bell from the village.
The rope’s dry cough.
Source: Poetry (December 2020)