Achilles and the Tortoise
By Cody Carvel
Born into a family of escapees, orphaned—
parents mulliganed,
fled, deserted to the desert.
His first escape, years before
he left the family for prison,
was getting himself adopted.
Twenty years later, at the beginning
of a twenty-year sentence, including
four counts of bail jumping,
Sister Sylvia told me he would pick
me up from school. Instead, the police
showed, told me if I didn’t tell them
where he was, I’d go to jail, too.
Five years under my belt, I laughed
until I cried.
Used to imagine meeting him, once-
familiar-looking Magwitch,
in a cemetery oceans away—
perhaps once more, after myself
escaping into good fortune,
newly minted gentleman child, rich
opening the door to a chatty
cockney stranger, You’re my son—
more to me nor any son.
I’ve put away money,
only for you to spend.
Thereafter I only ever have seen
him in newspaper headlines,
rap sheets, too afraid to move beyond
the first few sentences—
Outlaws Terrorize Tri-State
Spelling Bee Fosters New Attitudes Among Inmates
Officers Comb Metro-Area for Escapees
Escape from confinement additional 7 yrs
Escapee Returned to Prison After 4 days
Wanted Man Breaks Handcuffs, Flees
Yet ... never escaped the Dirty South.
And each time he went inside
then vanished, he stingily stole breath,
bits of a beating heart
left little pieces of himself in cells,
courthouses and scattered bits
’neath the Mason–Dixon
far from World-Famous Houdini,
King of Cuffs was amateur,
Zeno proving no
motion is possible, time
is divisible, infinitely.
Source: Poetry (February 2021)