Apology, with Interruptions

Mayhap—what
a curious word,
all misfortune and
circumstance or pure
terror (as soon as fate
gets her hand
on the string). Why
do we need free will,
anyway? What is this
beautiful freedom
we long for, then promptly
grow bored within?
I meant to say
perhaps, but this
conjoined relic slipped out
instead. What was it
I wanted to tell you?
I forgot. That’s how
everything goes now,
all of the time.
Source: Poetry (April 2023)