From “Stretching Time Over the Sky”
Featuring Rexx Life Raj, Aaliyah, Drake, Pusha T, and Jhené Aiko
i. i wish i had more time in the day
‘You have one minute—’
Rumor has it there is a small space
between the lungs & the heart
where two rivers pour from the sky
& into the body’s ocean. // [wavecrashes/backbackforthforthmotion]
Rumor has it I’ve been heavy out here
on this yard & still have my mouth
open for the rain & I peeped
you followed me months before rumors made me ghost.
Rumor has it you conjured clouds
& brought the lightning on all the nights
I lay without rest—quiet storms
for this savage life.
Look, these walls taught me to be thorough:
There are two sides to every currency
There are secrets to keep & secrets we fit inside
so I palm the universe so still still still
in both hands & speak here
in tongues when you come come
around. Long as I’m a city, you’ll always have a place to sit
a wall to lean on & get your fiend on.
‘Thank you for using—’
ii. just [like] know if i had it my way
This ain’t that customer service, ‘How are you today, miss?’
that ‘Excuse me, can I steal a moment?’ This that thick layer
over rugged noise; that Timbs on the soaked
cement in the wintertime, snow melting & dripping
off the suede; that immigrant blood in my muddy
veins, eat every grain of rice & lick clean the plate
& still still still labor in three tongues
for the next meal; that pushups in the cell
playing D’Angelo—how does it feel? This—fuck that
bring the bass in low & let me untangle every knot slow.
[honey&warmth in the wintertime—UUGGHH]
& when I ask what’s good?
that means something different to me.
Source: Poetry (December 2024)