From “CANTARES”

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I’ll say it first:
These songs are worth
A flower in the purse,
            Averse
To heaven’s universe—
Made for the earth
From its grim corse
And, of course, adorned
With what is interspersed:
            Desire, hurt,
Endorsement, curse.

I’ll say it first:
I’m poor as a horse
                        w/
A flower in its purse.

And where are you?
You are entertained
            By the bargain—
half-drunk self-disdain
liquid like paint
spilling into the margin:
a Barnett Newman,
Francis Bacon,
Or Elaine de Kooning
Of earthly ensign—
I, Totoquihuatzli,
            Maligned.

I’ll say it first:
I’m poor as a flower
            Intermittently
Consented sight of itself.

Notes:

This poem is part of the portfolio “The Chorus These Poets Create: Twenty Years of Letras Latinas.” You can read the rest of the portfolio in the December 2024 issue.

Source: Poetry (December 2024)