Faithful See Virgin Mary in Office Window

In flowerbeds we crowd, some praying,

some bowing as the world, minute as it is,

stays in motion: box stores doing business,

fast food joints, and above us a crow,

secular bird, lighting on a lamppost

while we take pictures or cry as if we could

live forever in this gloried surround,

gazing up at the window holding her bleared

hair, her mouth that is a frenzy of trapped

pollen or dust, eyes like smooth shells

that make us forget what fertilized

the flowers at our feet, bulbs fortified

with potash or bone meal, dried blood,

which reminds me of the Annunziata

I saw in Italy, painted by those who thought

color itself was divine: crushed shell,

coral and ash, pigments mixed with egg

in a man’s mouth, and I worry about

standing too close to the believers, I who

rubberneck and lie, do I stand too close

to the woman at least six months along

with her own child, waving a sonogram

with a faint infant shape inside, an image

scratched by waves: light squandered here,

dilated there, compressed oil and dust

as every body contains its atlas of salt,

kiss-worn, and always some bud dreamed

in springtime, and though I’m a yarner

and one for whom doubt is a clutched root,

I can’t yet walk to my car, standing here

wondering if after His birth the virgin girl

saw the rest of her life would be nothing

but a way to talk about that morning:

gold nearly blinding, herdsmen and kings,

and with its broad warm tongue

a cow licking the afterbirth from the hay.