Parable of the Goldfinch

With a nod to Maggie Nelson

I think you overestimate
the maturity of adults.
If a man who thinks he
is a king is mad, a king
who thinks he is a king
is no less so. Heavy is
the lighthead that crowns
before the leaves loosen.
Beneath the mask of
a father is a grapefruit,
a boy in fear of his own
fingers. From fear’s fetus
comes the notion of grati-
tude. We are indebted
even before we are born.
My occasional chin hairs
are masculine plural.
Because our tongues are
a violent pink and I cannot
speak of blood without
teeth. Because I never
learned how to whistle
and I can’t seem to kick
this body, I have adopted
this brittle lake of truth.
On one hand sits a song,
on the other my father
eats a bird.

Source: Poetry (February 2020)