All of This Is to Say
By Ever Jones
After Nell Irvin Painter
the body pushes sutures
to surface by isolating
and strangling the foreign material
from blood and capillaries
sent to compost the stitch
in the same way that
neon is a gas made visible
by sealing away other gases
which is why neon is so popular
in space and stars so fashionable
which is not exactly unlike the closets
of queer people who clad
our starbodies with stars, avoiding solidity
in neon capillaries which
when you think of it has everything to do
with monsters who became history
when Pliny the Elder wander’d around
Caucasia, which was not a home
for white people but was a place before race
became a wound devoured and sutured
or became a monster, which might be a geography
of famine, entire continents of people
whose value is predicated on monstrosity
which does not dissolve in the body
or flash with light angular as flaming
but is used to light this planet with economy
rather than stars, in a persistent assimilation
of who is worthy of saving
and all of this is just to say that wounds
wander bodies, ancestor to ancestor
which is why all of us hurt so much
licking open our wounds
Source: Poetry (November 2020)