All of This Is to Say

After Nell Irvin Painter

the body pushes sutures
              to surface by isolating

and strangling the foreign material
              from blood and capillaries

sent to compost the stitch
              in the same way that

neon is a gas made visible
              by sealing away other gases

which is why neon is so popular
              in space and stars so fashionable

which is not exactly unlike the closets
              of queer people who clad

our starbodies with stars, avoiding solidity
              in neon capillaries which

when you think of  it has everything to do
              with monsters who became history

when Pliny the Elder wander’d around
              Caucasia, which was not a home

for white people but was a place before race
              became a wound devoured and sutured

or became a monster, which might be a geography
              of famine, entire continents of people

whose value is predicated on monstrosity
              which does not dissolve in the body

or flash with light angular as flaming
              but is used to light this planet with economy

rather than stars, in a persistent assimilation
              of who is worthy of saving

and all of  this is just to say that wounds
              wander bodies, ancestor to ancestor

which is why all of us hurt so much
              licking open our wounds

Source: Poetry (November 2020)