In Which I Search for My Brother’s Missing Body in Ohio
By Khaty Xiong
Summer oaks warring on the hills A doe partaking of a resurrecting tulip
Breakfast stray as my watery mind
How late the cloud of my body born here A year spent looking for the way
love claimed you The moon lording from the overhang & into open fire
In days past nymphs came with their songs The house embalmed in secrets
Sagging shadows chilled in starlight My life taken by the same weapon
Each night before me corralling my limbs
How often did I meet your eyes slit & thin?
Scouring these hills Fresno hangs blue as ever Full of your roaming corpse
Luang Prabang heavy in silver (heart made of rain) Mother amid
dill & mustard flowers Early winter in the garden we each learned to lose
What a sight to cherish in my brain!
The doe as fleeting carrion My hunger to protect these lungs
I can’t stay for long so I’ll do this slowly
The sun a sweet ember sleeved in the grove that shades you My arm
a bridge between one & me A pledge so small I drop far & into the heat
Source: Poetry (January 2021)