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Since male interaction was strictly prohibited in Ma’s police state, my attempts at
heterosexual socialization
Mainly drew from erotica on Xanga & my underaged presence in chat rooms.
Yet, Ma was determined to
Find me watching porn, to inflict her preferential punishment. My captor believed that
shame bred loyalty. My
Distrust for authority obliterated any loyalty. But if I lied artfully, like a man,
my dissidence would evade detection.
Source: Poetry (October 2021)