Pondfields

                      where mom jumps out the car
so polite she can shut the door behind her
She can’t sense me but sees a greater world
something other than mothering: roads drawing
in baby finches and the stench of the present—
this sterling stillborn. Mountain ridge knuckles
on broad flat valleys. Pondfields where looming
egrets sigh on desk-lamp legs, where armadillo-
skinned palm trees burn at the fronds. Bald tires
churn up grass. It’s not just that a mother delivers
her child but that only a child delivers her mother
and not just that a life is avoidable but that life
is not to be avoided. Rehearsed as ever she sinks
like a message into the deep ocean of habit.
 

Source: Poetry (October 2021)