[Immigration Headline]

reasons—I dreamt I lost a child.
The second one. I woke up.
I walked to their hammock.
The wood on the stove crackled.
The pot didn’t move.
The chicken pio-pioed.
They were not in their hammock.
I woke up again.
This time with a scream.
I pinched myself.
Slapped my face awake.
My children looked at me
like they do when I hit them
when they deserve it.
Their eyes like my eyes
without a light in them.
It wasn’t the empty pot,
the last chicken, the hammock
patched with pieces of cardboard.
It wasn’t the dream.
I wanted to wake up from this.



 
Source: Poetry (April 2022)