Nimis Compos Mentis

The paper table cloth was tastefully bleak,

The misty morning light shone on his cheek,

And made him look alone and masculine.

He talked of Seneca and bad translations,

Of modern critics' lightweight observations;

A bread crumb rested sweetly on his chin.

Behind him, through the glass, the ocean's heave

Uncurled against the sand, beside his sleeve,

As Eros aimed his toxic javelin.

I ducked out of the way, to no avail;

It glanced my flesh, injecting quite a cocktail

That blurred my sight and caused my head to spin—

Never mind the coffee we were drinking,

Whatever I said was not what I was thinking.

I wanted to become his mandolin,

And lie across his lap, a dainty lute,

And sing to him and feed him ripened fruit,

While light upon the sea turned opaline.

Instead, this conversation about art

And formal education—God, he's smart!

Such rationality should be a sin.

The hour was up, he had to run, of course;

A handshake and a peck of shy remorse—

Outside, the sea was gray and dull as tin;

It ruled the shore with tedious discipline.