You’ve never seen a lilac in Mississippi. Backstage you wear lotion laced with its chemical imitation. A ballet mistress says relevé always as command: lift onto the toe using only the heel. Your ankle’s bewilderment old as the horned owl gaze from your mother hunched in the...
Love is boring and passé, all that old baggage, the bloody bric-a-brac, the bad, the gothic, retrograde, obscurantist hum and drum of it needs to be swept away. So, night after night, we sit in the dark of the Roxy beside grandmothers with their shanks...
I don’t know why most mexicans in my hood wore nike cortez’s– why the breakers in my crew polished ‘em daily, as if a little spit could salvage our childhoods– why we all know cortez’s are best for c-walking, gang shit, sick moves thrust upon an opponent’s pride– why we thought by...
Rinsing the sea salt out of our bikinis with the drinking water and getting a slap upside the head from your mother with her House & Garden magazine reserved especially for fanning away mosquitoes and sighing because we know that this is how it’s always going...
Sweet Mary, the first time she ever was there, Came into the Ball room among the Fair; The young Men & Maidens around her throng, And these are the words upon every tongue:
“An Angel is here from the heavenly Climes, Or again does return...
This this will it always be, and why To ever argue for: here walking In its life, or sprawled, or loitering Down shallow valleys of the lawn: The trees that are there The pigeon bobbing through Its fallowgray ellipse of ground— The comfort of this ground Is physical:...
Twelve years old and lovesick, bumbling and terrified for the first time in my life, but strangely hopeful, too, and stunned, definitely stunned—I wanted to cry, I almost started to sob when Chris Klein actually touched me—oh God—below the belt in the back row of the...
How odd that she would die into an August night, I would have thought she would have gone out in a pale clear night of autumn, covered to the shoulder in an ivory sheet, hair fanned out across the pillow perfectly. Fame will go by, and,...
A stream in a forest and a boy fishing, heart aflame, head hush, tasting the world— lick and pant. The Holy Scripture is animal not book. I should know, I have smoked the soul of God, psalm burning between fingers on an African afternoon. And how is...
The strongest boy in our high school on the edge of Detroit did not play sports—he would’ve had to cut his long blond Samson hair and put away his switchblade and stop smoking dope.
The gone-to-seed coaches who taught gym class hated him for the beauty they could...
The water was so still I believed it would keep us right-side up forever there in that pool on a night so dim it looked like the negative of itself, with the friend I loved in high school, a boy (I thought they were a boy) who had also shed their...
The memory of the young is grasshopper: thin legs, backwards knees balance a being that is green, gold-tinged, that wants to keep singing. That sings the afternoon rays serrated, that flecks the sight of wind. The memory of the young is leap-by-leap. It sweeps itself for clues...